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Biography
Father John Aurelio is a Catholic priest, an author, a master
storyteller and pastor of St. John the Evangelist Church in Buffalo, New
York. He has a Master’s Degree in psychiatric social work and has worked
extensively with retarded children and teenagers. His books include The
Boy Who Stole the Christmas Star and Mosquitoes in Paradise. His most
recent book is Once Upon A Christmastime. [Biographical information is correct as of the broadcast date noted
above.]
"A Storyteller’s God"
In his reading of the Parables from St.
Luke, Phil Sweet said, “Isn’t it wonderful that out of just six short
verses two powerful lessons could be told?” It is wonderful because that
is the power of the story.
Jesus was a storyteller. The compilers of the scriptures were
storytellers. The Bible is a storyteller’s book. Out of just a phrase in
scripture, six verses or one verse, you can expand a whole, magnificent
tapestry. Just let’s try it with John’s gospel. The very opening words
of John’s gospel say, “In the beginning was the word”.
Let me ask you — have you ever played a game of chess? Even if you
haven’t played a game of chess there is something that all of us know
about the game that’s very simple. The object of the game is to try to
second guess your opponent. When you are ready to make a move what you
do is you stop and think, “If I move my pawn here, will my opponent move
his pawn there, or his rook here, or his castle there? And if he moves
his rook there, then what I should do is move my bishop here or my
knight there.” And before you do anything, you go crazy trying to figure
out what your opponent is going to do so that you can guess your next
move when your opponent makes his move. And that’s why it takes forever
to play a game of chess, because you’re never quite sure what your
opponent is going to do. And finally you make the move and you move your
rook here and then your opponent does something you never expected and
you sit there and you say, “Why did they move that?” And you try all
over again to start from the beginning.
Now that’s the way we play a game of chess, but I want you to know
something important. It’s very deep, but it’s very important. That's not
so with God. God sees the whole game from the very beginning. Even
before you make your first move, God knows every possibility, every
probability. He knows that if you move this here, he’s got the whole
game played. If you move that there — the whole game is played. And he
knows it instantly. God knows the myriad of possibilities all in an
instant so that no matter what you do, God has the whole game already
played out, in his mind, before you’ve even moved. Now the lesson of
that, obviously, is not — don’t play chess with God; rather it is to
help us to understand the creation that God did.
Consider this: In the beginning, before there was any creation, there
was just God, only God, an infinite God. And God had an idea, just an
idea, but as only God can do, he can look at an idea from every
perspective. He can look at every possibility, hold it from every which
way, and understand all the million possibilities of an idea —
instantly. And God had an idea and the idea was: Let there be space —
endless, black space. And then God said: Let there be light out there in
that space. And there were lights millions upon billions of stars in
billions of galaxies, stretching billions of miles. And God looked at
that idea, just an idea — it hadn’t happened yet — and God looked at
that idea and he said: That’s good. And then he creates all kinds of
moving things in space, planets, meteors, meteorites, comets. All kinds
of marvelous things. And this infinite stretch of space has all kinds of
things in it, God looks at it and he says: The idea’s good, but it’s
just an idea.
But he wants to do more. God is creative and so he picks from the whole
vast array of the heavens, he picks one little planet and on that one
he’s going to perform his masterpiece. He separates the land from the
water, the sky from the earth and he says: That’s good. But he wants to
get more involved with what he’s doing. He wants more, and so God brings
life on to the earth. In the air, on the land, in the water and God
looks at life and says: That’s good. It’s just an idea, but the idea’s
moving and God loves the idea that he has.
And then God wants to do even more. It’s beginning to compel him. And so
he looks at the earth and he says: I want to breathe life into it in a
most special way. So he creates — us — he creates man and he breathes
his spirit into us. And God says: That’s very good.
But then God notices that this man can love, and he images God, but he
can also fail to love, and the idea becomes clouded. In the idea, before
creation began, God saw that we were going to sin. That’s not such a
good idea. Better not to create man, better to stop before I create man.
Let’s just leave it where it was before with animals, and creepy-crawly
things and flying creatures. But now a puppet creation is not as
exciting. It can’t give back glory or love. Should God just forget the
whole idea?
But the Son of the Trinity, who exists with God from forever, sees the
idea because he shares the idea with his father. And he looks at the
idea and says: I can rectify it. I can perfect that idea. I can make
that love perfect. I can become part of it. You breathed your spirit
into man — I become man. I make for every sin a virtue. I turn every no
into a yes.
And so God sees the idea with his Son intimately in it, and he’s ready
to let the idea happen. All he has to do is say the word. All he has to
do is say the word and there will be a universe. He has to just say the
word and there will be myriads of stars, myriads of planets, billions of
galaxies stretching billions of miles. All God has to do is say the word
and there will be earth and there will be land and water and animals.
All he has to do is say the word and there’ll be man. And God was ready.
And he said the word and the word God said was: Jesus.
And it all came true. Jesus! And there was light. Jesus! And there were
universes. Jesus! And there was earth. Jesus! And there were people.
In the beginning God said the word and the word was with God and the
word was God. The word was present to God from the beginning and all
things were made through him and without him nothing was made that’s
been made. In him all things found life.
Just a simple phrase from the scriptures, “In the beginning was the
word.”
Let’s go on with that same idea — Infinite God. You know what that means
when you say God is infinite? It means he’s boundless! There’s no
beginning, there’s no ending God, — he’s infinite. But consider now,
this infinite God takes the slime of the earth and forms man and then he
breathes into man his own spirit. We call that our soul. God breathed a
soul into us and made us in his image.
Consider this, especially you students, you studied mathematics. Two
things equal to the same thing are equal to each other. God is infinite,
God is love, therefore love is infinite. When God breathed into us a
soul, love that’s in us is infinite. What it means is that we are
bottomless pits for love! That’s easy to demonstrate. If I get three of
you to love me, that feels good. If I get ten of you to love me, that’s
even better. But I’m Italian, I need more. I’ve got to have a whole lot
more people to love me. No matter how many people love me, I’ve always
got room for more. As a matter of fact, I’m a bottomless pit for love.
All of us, we’re all bottomless pits for love because love is infinite,
we agreed to that. Now, if we’re bottomless pits for love, then you must
say that the only thing that can fill a bottomless pit is an infinite
God.
Now when Adam and Eve were in the garden and chose to sin they were like
buckets, and they kicked a hole in the bottom of the bucket. Where
everything was good, now what happens is you put things in you and it
goes right through. We’re like buckets going through life with a hole in
the bottom. The most important thing in our lives is to fill the bucket
— we want to get the bucket filled. The only thing that fills a
bottomless pit is an infinite God, but that doesn’t stop us! We’re going
to fill it. So we go out and look for something to fill it. Anything
that’s good. So you go out and you find something like chocolate. If you
don’t like chocolate you’re better off dead! Chocolate is good.
Now watch what happens when a baby eats chocolate. The first thing he
does is he starts smearing it all over his face . He loves chocolate!
It’s so good. Now what he wants to do is fill the bottomless pit with
chocolate. What the baby thinks he’s found is God! See? And he’s going
to fill the bucket with “God” — Chocolate. And so he starts eating it.
And he starts smearing his face with it. He rubs a little under his
arms, he gets it all over his body, he wants to become one with
chocolate. The baby is telling you: Chocolate is God. That’s what he’s
saying.
Then what happens. He discovers the first commandment. After he is
filled — BLAAACH! And he learns: I am the Lord your God, you shall not
have strange chocolate before me.
But do you think he understands now? Do you think he knows the lesson?
Absolutely not. Neither did you and I learn that lesson, because we went
out for the next thing. And the next thing was a bike. “I gotta have a
bike!”
The only thing you “gotta” have is God, because we all agreed the only
that fills the bottomless pit is an infinite God.
“But I gotta have a bike. I’ll do anything for a bike. Give me a bike.”
So you get a bike and You’re so happy with this bike. But how long does
it last? A week? Two week? A month? Two months? And then after awhile it
goes right through the hole in the bucket.
You know what it is? It’s good, people, what you’ve got is good, but
it’s not God. Good is a taste of God. God throws good around so that we
taste it and then we say: look if this is good, how much better God must
be. We’re supposed to go through the good to God. If you stop at the
good you get sick. It’s not enough. It’s not going to fill it for you.
So, you’ve got the bike and what happens? Before long the bike goes
right through the bucket and you start looking for something else.
Motorcycle, right? “Dad, I gotta have a motorcycle! I'll do anything for
a motorcycle! I promise you, you get me a motorcycle and I’ll never ask
for anything again.” The only time we’re never going to ask for anything
ever again is when we’ve got God. So we think the motorcycle is God. And
“I’ve gotta have the motorcycle.”
So the motorcycle becomes the next thing you throw in the bucket. And
you know how good the motorcycle is? Until the wintertime and then you
look for a car and you say: That’s God.
And it never ends. We just keep throwing things in the bucket. Unless we
get back to the beginning and understand, the only thing that fills a
bottomless pit is an infinite God.
When we were children we used to play a game. We used to get a big wash
tub that my mother had, and we used to fill it with water and put a milk
bottle in it. And we'd stand over the milk bottle with pennies and we
would drop pennies in the water. If you were really lucky it went right
into the bottle. But you know what happens, sometimes it would go off to
the side. It suddenly struck me that what we do in life is try to get to
God and God is all around us, but if it’s not meant for us it must go
off to the side. We have to allow just those things that can go through
God into us, and those are the things that are meant to be.
The world is constantly trying to tell us how to fill our buckets. It’s
always trying to give us ideas on what you’ve really got to have in
life. You’ve got to have the right kind of house. You’ve got to have the
right kind of car. You've got to live in the right neighborhood and go
to the right school. All these things are good, but they are not God. If
they become the end then we become like children again and our stomachs
become upset and we become hungry, and we long again for God.
St. Augustine said it:
You created us for yourself and our hearts are restless, God, and we
will not find rest until we rest in you.
But that’s not going to stop everybody else from telling you exactly
what you’ve “gotta” do in this life. Everyone has an idea on how to fill
your bucket.
I’d like to read to you a story I wrote. I call it “The Clockmaker”.
Listen to it because maybe it has a truth to teach you.
In a village, high atop a mountain, there lived a master clockmaker. All
the villagers marveled over the wonderful clocks he made. Not only were
they excellent and precise timepieces, they were also masterpieces of
art. When the people decided to build the new church there was no
question about who should be commissioned to make the tower clock.
The great clockmaker decided to put all his talents to the task and make
the greatest clock ever. A large canopy was placed over the tower. The
clockmaker worked in secret for many, many months. At long last the
great day of unveiling arrived. The mayor and the townspeople gathered
in the square before the church. At exactly noon the veil fell.
The great clock sounded the first gong and the deep sound of it filled
the valley below. At the second gong a stately prince emerged from the
door on the other side of the clock and came forward to the front of the
clock. At the next gong a ballerina emerged and joined the prince in
front of the church. Again there was a gong, and this time two doors
opened above the clock face and a little band emerged, dressed in
leather shorts and flowered shirts, playing their instruments.
Everyone delighted over the happy sound of the bells and the chimes and
the oom-pa-pas. And all of the figures danced and rejoiced and then when
the clock finished chiming, all the figures went back and everything was
closed and they awaited for their encore an hour later. A joyous shout
arose from the assembly. Here was indeed the greatest clock anyone had
ever seen.
Each day as the clock struck the hours people everywhere would stop what
they were doing and look toward the tower. The clock was inerrantly
accurate, everyone everywhere knew immediately the time. The whole
valley moved to the rhythm of the clock. And then one day, it erred, it
missed. Everyone knew that something was wrong with the great clock. As
if drawn by some compelling force, all the villagers gathered in the
great square.
The mayor spoke first, “I’ve been keeping time for the village for many
years. I know about time better than most. I will fix the clock.” He
then proceeded up the tower. Down below the people heard banging and
clanging — a sure sign that repairs were in progress. Hours later the
mayor emerged, greased face, disheveled. When the clock struck the hour
the ballerina and the prince emerged, but the band did not. The repairs
had made it worse.
Now others began to offer their suggestions and proceed one by one up to
the tower and they made their own corrections. One by one they emerged
and the movement of the clock was dangerously close to failing all
together.
At last, someone shouted above the bickering villagers, “I know who
should fix the clock!”
A hush fell over the crowd. “Who?” asked the mayor.
“Who else but the shoemaker?”
“The shoemaker?”
“Yes, the shoemaker. He’s a fine craftsman and he plys his trade with
diligence and precision. He should be the one to fix the clock.” So the
shoemaker ascended the tower to the cheers of the whole crowd. And when
he returned, the great clock ground to a halt.
Meanwhile, in the master clockmaker’s shop, the clockmaker worked at his
bench as usual. In all the confusion, no one had thought to call for
him.
This world, your world, is made by a master clockmaker. When things get
out of sync, don’t go to the shoemaker.
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